been meaning to write a new journal but every time I start one I have the sneaking suspicion that no one really cares...

here we go anyway.

college. it's been a difficult transition but I think I'm managing to adjust.

schoolwork. they love to pile it on. but so far I can keep up. there's been some tough assignments but my teachers are willing to help so that's good.

roommate. my roommate is none too pleased that I'm her roommate, I guess. she spends all her time out of the room pretty much. either she's in class or she's with The Devil. I only see her at night usually. I like being alone but not this much. she won't even talk to me.

friends. I miss the ones I had back home. I'm not making any here. there are some people that are nice to me, but I don't know if I can call them true friends.

life. not been going so great. having a hard time with my bf. still. I can't seem to break up with him even though deep down I know that we aren't good together anymore. unless something comes up I'm planning on visiting him this weekend. I'm hoping I'll be able to make my decision after that's over.

subscription. I bought one. I've been having fun with it. I can't seem to find a good journal skin though. there's only one for pandas and I don't like it too much. there's not even a good one for music. sadness.

to-do list. I'm working on my final two requests. I'll get them to you...eventually.

BOOBIE QUIZ!
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1. If you had to compare your boobs to a fruit of relatively equal size and shape, what fruit would they be?
Oranges, I guess.

2. Given your boob size, would you consider them too large, too small, or just right?
too small

3. What would your partner answer for #2?
he loves them :\

4. Have you ever considered or gotten breast enhancement? Why or why not?
Nope. I'd rather not have huge fake things. I want them to be bigger naturally.

5. Do you consider your boobs an asset or a liability considering your overall appearance?
depends on what I'm wearing.

6. Have you ever found yourself staring at your boobs in a reflection? ( be honest now! )
Every time!

7. Do you prefer to go around with or without wearing a bra/ sports bra?
I prefer not wearing one, but I'll wear one when I leave my house/dorm

8. Have you ever flashed your boobs at a random person just to get a reaction out of them?
nope

9. If you could change one thing about your boobs, what would you change?
only ND knows what I hate the most about my boobs and I'm keeping it that way

10. Why, in your opinion, do you think men/women are fascinated with your boobs?
they're so squishy and pretty

11. Have you ever knowingly used your boobs to get your way?
nope. I prefer not to flaunt them

12. What matters more – cleavage or overall size of your boobs?
overall size

13. If you had to describe your boobs in 3 words or less, what would you say?
should be bigger

14. Do you consider your boobs as a piece of the foreplay puzzle?
yes

15. Do you enjoy the attention your boobs get, or do you prefer that attention be directed somewhere else?
I'd prefer to not be noticed for my boobs.

16. If you could swap boobs with someone famous, who’s boobs would you snag?
I don't know who famous, but my friend Abby has the size boobs I want.

17. Ever used your boobs as references for your artwork?
I guess most of my female OC's have the size boobs I have...

18. Which would you show first.. your boobs or your butt?
boobs. who wants to see ass? srsly.

19. A college art teacher offers you a part time gig as a model for the next artistic nude topless study. Do you go for it, or politely decline?
politely decline. I'd rather not have people look at me.

20. Playboy calls, and they want you topless on the cover of their next issue. The money is great, but since it’s Playboy, you know everyone will eventually see it. Do you accept?
same as above, don't want a bunch of people looking at me.